what follows me in the widest place

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 04:04:32 GMT

Im such a slacker. Or can that be put into words of a procrastionator? My site has died a brutal deal, revival will be a miracle. My school work hasnt really been getting done and I only have a few months to go. Senioritis? I dont know, dont think so. I haven't used photoshop in so long I think I forgot how to use it. Makes me sad really.
So much for having a life.
Well, I do actually. Just not what im used to.

Nick has been something else. Definitely not what I thought he would be like, but better. I knew I liked this boy and shit on everyone who says otherwise. Like how hes going to break my heart, and how I deserve better. Who are they to tell me what I deserve? I dont know myself but im not going to sit here and vent about it and make a big deal of nothing becuase I dont see Nick doing that to me.

I decided that Im going to have a mission. Im going to write a story. Not sure how long, what its about, the structure of it... nope, nothing. I will probably just write until it comes to an end.

I have been crazy tired lately and I hate it. Im working to long. 6 hour days. Coming home at around 10.30 - 11.00 oclock at night and waking up at 5.00 in the morning to get up and go to skool. All I do is sleep, eat, shit, skool and work. I sleep at Nick's house and its getting quite ridiculous. It makes me feel bad because im there for him, not to sleep in his bed.

Though it is quite comfy. Bring it when we move out.

I know you didn't mean it.

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 03:24:07 GMT

New layout, yes it is another premade, what can I say, im to lazy to learn how to make LJ layouts myself, in time I shall.

Anyhoos news, nothing exciting happens to me.

follow me into the closet.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 00:43:25 GMT

i love my job, i work at walgreens in the photolab, i make pretty decent money, more than i ever made before, im getting a pretty decent tax return, im hopefully getting a car soon, me and nick are dating, school is going very well..

things are just very good for me righ tnow.

Panic Charade.

what follows me in the widest place

I know you didn't mean it.

follow me into the closet.