Current mood:	artistic
Current music:	The Fray - Over My Head

what follows me in the widest place
Im such a slacker. Or can that be put into words of a procrastionator? My site has died a brutal deal, revival will be a miracle. My school work hasnt really been getting done and I only have a few months to go. Senioritis? I dont know, dont think so. I haven't used photoshop in so long I think I forgot how to use it. Makes me sad really.
So much for having a life.
Well, I do actually. Just not what im used to.

Nick has been something else. Definitely not what I thought he would be like, but better. I knew I liked this boy and shit on everyone who says otherwise. Like how hes going to break my heart, and how I deserve better. Who are they to tell me what I deserve? I dont know myself but im not going to sit here and vent about it and make a big deal of nothing becuase I dont see Nick doing that to me.

I decided that Im going to have a mission. Im going to write a story. Not sure how long, what its about, the structure of it... nope, nothing. I will probably just write until it comes to an end.

I have been crazy tired lately and I hate it. Im working to long. 6 hour days. Coming home at around 10.30 - 11.00 oclock at night and waking up at 5.00 in the morning to get up and go to skool. All I do is sleep, eat, shit, skool and work. I sleep at Nick's house and its getting quite ridiculous. It makes me feel bad because im there for him, not to sleep in his bed.


Though it is quite comfy. Bring it when we move out.